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The Viscount
"I have finally determined
the difficulty . . . love itself."
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Post by Anthony Bridgerton on Nov 10, 2021 22:32:30 GMT
i will ALWAYS PROTECT YOU
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a moment of weakness
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Post by Elizabeth Davenport on Nov 22, 2021 4:35:13 GMT
 2. My muse is emotionally compromised and breaking down
It wasn't always like this. Some years Elizabeth was quite fine with the day but others, she found herself quite a mess. It made no sense and one should not waste time trying to figure it out, but this was one of the years where Elizabeth found herself quite inconsolable. It never got easier, no matter how many years passed. Sometimes Elizabeth just got better at hiding it. But this year she felt particularly sensitive about the day and found she was unable to stop the tears.
The room with the piano she so enjoyed playing had been home to her presence for several hours at this point. Elizabeth had tried putting her focus on playing music, knowing it always helped her mood in other situations but it did not appear to do the trick. The tears would not stop falling and all it did was frustrate Elizabeth even more. The only thing that made her feel a little better was knowing Anthony would not have to see her like this. Knowing he was on a business trip, set to return tomorrow, meant Elizabeth did not have to worry about worrying him.
The house staff knew she wanted to be left alone for the day but that did not mean they would entirely listen to her. She was quite sure she heard someone stop outside the doors several times to see if they could still hear the sound of Elizabeth sobbing. She'd found herself curled up on a cushion on a window seat as she looked out at the scene outside. It was a beautiful distraction that did not provide enough of what she had hoped it would do. All Elizabeth wanted was to stop feeling sad but she felt the feeling would never leave her body. Logically, she knew it wasn't the case. Tomorrow she would wake up feeling fine but until that moment came, she was stuck feeling this way. The sadness for the loss of her mother was going to eat her alive and she did not think anyone could make her feel better.
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