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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 15, 2021 3:30:52 GMT
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Lewis was once more conscious of the same stirrings of guilt that had visited him on the night of the incident. It was easy to forget, at times, that not everyone was as desensitised to injury and blood as he was. To a man who dealt regularly with amputations and lithotomies, a few bruises might seem trivial, but to a man like Benedict who had likely witnessed no more than a few cuts and sprains, it was only natural that Genevieve's injuries might appear somewhat alarming.
He remained silent as Benedict explained, rotating the glass upon his knee with slow twists of his fingers balanced around the rim. It was plain enough that Benedict was somewhat embarrassed by his conduct on the night in question; Lewis would have liked to say something to reassure the man, but he was not entirely sure what. Anything he tried to came up with simply sounded empty and vapid, even in his own head. This was always the part of his profession that he found most difficult: treating wounds and conducting operations was simply a matter of knowledge and skill, but dealing with people required a finesse he did not have.
Still, he had to say something. Wetting his lips with a quick flit of his tongue, he drew in a breath, then said, "Believe me, Mr. Bridgerton, I am accustomed to dealing with people who do not handle the injuries of their loved ones well. You certainly did better than most. You obviously care for the woman very much; you did what you felt was right."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 15, 2021 2:45:42 GMT
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Ms. Genevieve Delacroix. It took Lewis a few moments to place the name. He knew that he had heard it before — where, however, he could not initially recall. After a moment of furrow-browed rooting in the back of his mind, he at last found the proper identity to match to the name: the dressmaker, on the high street. Having no sister in London, he did not exactly have cause to visit a modiste, but he had heard her name passed around here and there at parties, and he was sure Morrison might have mentioned her on some occasion or another.
So, Benedict's... intimate friend was the modiste. That explained a few things, Lewis supposed. It explained, chiefly, why she might have been mugged: he had wondered at that, as he was quite certain no noble family would allow a young woman to be alone at night and few pickpockets would target anyone with chaperones or servants in tow, but a tradeswoman might find herself running errands in all sorts of unsavoury parts of town. It explained, too, why Benedict might be keen on a medical man with discretion. The ton would no doubt be abuzz if the news leaked that a Bridgerton brother was carrying on a dalliance with the modiste.
As Lewis himself was not the gossiping sort, at least when it came to society matters, Benedict had chosen well. Lewis was pleased to have his curiosity satisfied, for his own sake, but he would not go around spreading any rumours, nor would he pass any judgment. If Benedict wished to spend his time with a tradeswoman, so be it. At least three quarters of the men in London were having affairs of some sort or other.
After taking another small sip of his brandy and swallowing, Lewis replied, "You need not thank me. I was glad to be of service. You and Ms. Delacroix both seemed quite shaken."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 15, 2021 2:07:25 GMT
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Lewis took Benedict's invitation and settled himself down on one of the chairs. It was odd, being here in this drawing room in the daytime — or, rather, it was odd having been here already in the night. He did not generally make it a habit to call on friends for impromptu visits as is, but on the rare occasions when he did so, it was not generally after a harried midnight examination in the same home. The whole experience was rather foreign and more than a little disconcerting. He found himself not entirely sure how relaxed he ought to be, torn between whether he ought to present himself more as the concerned surgeon or the sympathetic friend.
A drink would help matters, no doubt. Trying not to appear too relieved at Benedict's suggestion, he nodded once. "Brandy, yes. Thank you." At the very least, it would relieve some of the tension. He kept his gaze on the Englishman as he poured a glass and held it out, which Lewis accepted with a soft hum of thanks. Once he had taken a sip and rested the glass on his knee, he asked, "Your... friend fares well, I hope? Forgive me, but in the rush of that night, I never learned her name."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 15, 2021 1:53:34 GMT
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Lewis could not stop a faint flush of embarrassment from stealing across his countenance. In truth, he had made assumptions based on Benedict's family name. He liked Anthony well enough, but the two things he knew about the Bridgerton family in general were that it boasted both considerable wealth and a plethora of siblings, and he had thought it strange enough that one man from such a family could prove to be bearable company. He had presumed that Anthony must be the odd one out. It made sense that the eldest sibling would have to be presentable and likeable, for the sake of the family's reputation; Lewis had never paused to think much about the other siblings, but he had made the unconscious assumption that they must all be just as intolerable as most of London society.
He was pleased to find himself proven wrong. Not a sentiment he would have expressed in most situations, but in this case, he would make an exception. He was not so enamoured with the idea of being right that he would cling to a low opinion of Benedict.
"You are kind to say so. I'm afraid that is not a sentiment that many of your peers share." Most people found a way to hastily excuse themselves from the conversation as soon as he dared to even mention the word 'dissection.'
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 15, 2021 1:29:41 GMT
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Genevieve was not generally the sort of patient that would stick in Lewis' mind. In his earliest days as a surgeon, there had certainly been patients that he did worry about long after his time with them had ended, but the longer he'd worked, the more he'd realised the futility of doing so. If every patient's fate kept him up at night, he would never get any sleep. These days, as much as possible, he attempted to leave his concerns in the consulting rooms and operating theatres. There were exceptions that stuck in his head every so often, despite his best attempts to shake them, but those tended to be the extraordinary cases.
Medically speaking, Genevieve's case had been anything but extraordinary. Bruises and scrapes were hardly the sort of injuries that should have concerned him. And yet, he had not been able to get the thought of that late night visit out of his mind. In fairness, it was not the injuries themselves that had stayed with him, but the sheer strangeness of the whole situation. First of all, there was the fact that Benedict had called for a surgeon over such minor injuries, and then there was the fact that Lewis had been the surgeon to whom he'd turned.
He had to admit that the matter continued to intrigue him, even days afterward. He had dismissed that curiosity at first, insisting to himself that it really was none of his business, but in the end, curiosity won out over his sense of courtesy. After all, it was not so odd for a surgeon to check on a patient, and he considered Benedict something of a friend. It was only proper that he should inquire after Genevieve's progress.
Satisfied enough with that self-justification, he had resolved to call upon Benedict. He was somewhat surprised to find the man at home, but he was certainly grateful that he would not have to wait around or call on another day. Once the servant showed him into the room, he handed off his coat and hat, then turned to Benedict to greet the man with a firm handshake. "Mr. Bridgerton." He did not smile — he never did — but the tone of his voice was warm. "I hope I am not intruding."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 15, 2021 0:32:38 GMT
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Lewis decided, firmly, that he liked Benedict Bridgerton. He had not liked many people to whom Connor had introduced him, especially in places like this; more often than not, they turned out to be precisely the sort of men that Benedict had just derided. Rich men seemed capable only of talking about how rich they were, which wore incredibly thin after the first fifty variations Lewis heard on the same story. No one here had anything interesting to say — they were all focused entirely on making themselves seem as impressive as possible to their peers, and their very attempts to do so made them all sound precisely as bland as everyone else.
Benedict, however, was earnest in a way that Lewis had not expected. He found himself almost smiling. It was certainly not much of a smile by most standards, but even a hint of one was more than Lewis usually displayed. "It is I who should thank you, Mr. Bridgerton. I confess, 'refreshing' is... not what I expected this conversation to be, when Morrison first introduced us."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 14, 2021 16:55:23 GMT
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Anthony was fortunate, for his own sake, that Lewis was so focused on keeping his eyes downcast that he entirely failed to notice his companion's mirth. Had he possessed even the slightest inkling that Anthony might be laughing at him, he certainly would have flown right off the handle again and thoroughly ruined whatever relationship he'd built up with the viscount. It was a small blessing, therefore, that he remained so wrapped up in his own thoughts that even the hint of amusement in Anthony's tone failed to register.
As they rounded the corner into the park, Lewis' shoulders relaxed marginally. There were still a fair amount of people milling around nearby — it was, after all, a fine day — but at least the park was less bustling than the street they had just vacated. They were far enough from parliament, too, that no one here was likely to have heard Lewis' undignified outburst, which was an added blessing.
Letting out a sigh, he lifted his bag, fumbled with the clasp for a moment, then finally opened it wide enough to shove the crumpled pamphlets inside. He had considered simply tossing them at the door of parliament, but they had been rather costly to print, and leaving them there would likely relegate them to kindling for some rich man's fireplace. Better to save them and distribute them another day. "Well," he said, snapping the bag shut once more and returning it to his side, "I hope you're right. They will certainly have something to talk about at their dinner tables this evening."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 14, 2021 2:46:48 GMT
LEWIS ANWYL HEADCANONS This will be a place for me to dump some headcanons about Lewis' character. I'll probably add more as I go along. - I believe I touched on this in his bio, but his first language is Welsh, and he did not learn English until he was a teenager. In the early 1800s, most of Wales still solely spoke Welsh in their communities, especially in small towns like Pwllheli. Lewis considers himself fluent in English, but his accent is still quite thick. He doesn't tend to take very kindly to questions about the language, thanks to the general disdain that English society has for the Welsh people and language; even if someone is asking about his native language out of genuine interest, he'll make the automatic assumption that they're mocking him. It's very, very rare that you will ever hear him utter a single word of Welsh.
- He has two stray cats that are kind of his pets now, purely because they just keep coming in through his window. Both are orange tabbies. He thought they were both one cat for a solid year or so until he walked into his house one day and saw both of them in the same room. He leaves the windows open for them to come and go as they please.
- He didn't have a great time as a student. He came to London a bit wide-eyed, expecting everything would be easy for him, and things... were not very good. 'Medical student' in this era became basically a by-word for 'rowdy party lads,' and most medical students lived up to that reputation to the fullest. Lewis was very much the odd one out, and his peers played a lot of jokes at his expense because of it. He still managed to get by through sheer stubbornness, but he had an absolutely miserable time.
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 14, 2021 2:21:15 GMT
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There was little for Lewis to do but trail along beside Anthony, keeping his head down and his hands clasped tightly behind his back. Perhaps it was all a mere figment of his imagination, but he fancied he could feel the disapproving glares following at his heels; imagination or not, it made his skin crawl. Even if these people forgot about the spectacle in a few day's time, the memory was sure to linger in Lewis' own mind for quite a bit longer.
He berated himself for the lapse of control, as he walked along in the viscount's wake. As much as he might have thought himself justified for the outburst — and, to some extent, he still did — he knew it would not do anything to help his cause. He may very well have ruined any future credibility he might have in parliament. Coming today had been a foolish, brash move, to say the least.
He scarcely heard Anthony's gentle assurance of greenery and calming atmosphere. What he wanted was to march back into parliament and ensure that not a single member was allowed to leave without understanding everything he'd outlined in the pamphlets he still clutched, half-crumpled, in his hand. Grudgingly, however, he had to recognise that Anthony likely had a point. He tipped his head back, shoved his free hand through his unruly hair, and drew in a long, slow breath. "I... apologise." The words came out robotically and heavily accented. "That was unbecoming."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 14, 2021 2:06:37 GMT
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Lewis could not really claim to identify with much of what Benedict was saying about his own interests in art. He was certainly capable of appreciating the beauty of a fog rolling in at dawn or the swirling dust in rays of sunlight, but he had never felt the urge to try and capture that beauty with paint or charcoal. He dabbled in drawing on occasion, but that was only ever to add a sketch of some muscle or bone to his notes — he would hardly presume to call that art.
Nevertheless, he listened politely. After the patience Benedict had shown him, that was the least Lewis could do. Clearly, art mattered a great deal to Benedict, even if he seemed rather embarrassed to speak of the hobby. Truth be told, Lewis was rather curious to see some of the man's artwork, if only to see how Benedict approached his studies of the human form.
There again was that sheepishness. Odd, Lewis thought, in a man of Benedict's standing. It was almost... endearing, to some degree — or, at least, it made Lewis like Benedict far better than the men of a similar class who boasted of all their endeavours as though they were God's gift to mankind. There was a humbleness that Lewis respected, even if it seemed rather strange. Lifting his shoulders in a shrug, the Welshman replied, "I think you are too harsh on yourself. Believe me, Mr. Bridgerton, I would rather hear about your interest in art than about the fourth country estate a baron has purchased."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 14, 2021 1:47:46 GMT
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Penelope would not have been wrong, at least in Lewis’ case, to presume that men gossiped as much as women. He would have balked at the idea of calling himself a gossip, but truth be told, be was one — he simply gossiped about medical colleagues instead of social peers. He was never one to hold his tongue when it came to whispering behind the back of a poorly-trained surgeon or a snobbish physician.
But when it came to Penelope’s shrewd observations, Lewis could not help but regard at the woman with a small measure of awe. To the members of the ton well-versed in social manners and connections, her observations might have seemed simple enough, but to Lewis, her ability to read the room was positively astonishing. He scarcely dared to look over at the two women she had indicated, lest he end up attracting attention, but when he chanced a quick glance, he saw absolutely nothing that could have brought him to the same conclusion she had just confidently voiced. To him, they looked like any other pair of women in the room — not close friends, perhaps, but cordial enough to arouse little suspicion. He did not doubt Penelope’s observations in the slightest, but it was a wonder to think of how she could glean so much from such minute signs.
The music, at last, came to an end, and Lewis dipped down into a bow with no small measure of relief. When he rose back upright again, he looked more genuinely pleased than he had all evening. “Well, Miss Featherington,” he said, “I believe that is the most I have ever enjoyed a dance. You are a most clever woman.”
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 14, 2021 1:24:24 GMT
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Once Lewis had gotten himself riled up, it was generally not easy to compose himself again. That was especially the case when the situation in question involved his work. This, again, was not so odd for a surgeon — some medical men had been known to fight duels over opposing scientific opinions, and the very father of modern surgery, John Hunter, was not exactly known for his calm or tact. Left to his own devices, Lewis might have gone on yelling at the closed door, accomplishing absolutely nothing except his own further embarrassment.
The sudden sound of his name, however, was enough to draw his attention. Before he could turn around to snarl out a dismissal, Anthony Bridgerton situated himself squarely in the surgeon's view; the sheer surprise of that was enough to shut Lewis up, at least for now.
As the surprise faded, the real world began to settle back in around Lewis. He could feel the stares on his back and hear the disapproving mutters buzzing around him, and it set in, quite suddenly, that he had just made quite the scene in the middle of a busy London street. With any luck, the majority of these people would simply go on about their day and forget about the strange, shouting Welshman within a week or two, but Anthony...
Well, Anthony was another matter. Of all the acquaintances — friends, if he could call Anthony that — who could possibly have happened on Lewis in such an undignified state, a Bridgerton brother was among the worst. He had hoped that a connection with them might sway certain social situations in his favour, but if the Viscount thought of him as a swearing madman, that would dampen matters. The flush of anger on Lewis' cheeks had now converted thoroughly to a flush of mortification. "... Viscount." He fixed his gaze squarely on the pavement. "A walk. I— Yes."
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 14, 2021 0:38:07 GMT
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Lewis could not deny that he was relieved at Benedict's assurance that the man's own private driver would conduct him home. Even in this part of town, getting a cab at this hour could be a bit of an ordeal. A sense of politeness urged him to put up at least some token protest, to insist that it was really too generous, but he was far too weary to think of that now.
Speaking of generous, by God, the payment! Lewis had to make a conscious effort not to let his eyes fly wide with surprise as Benedict placed the weighty pouch in his palm. He had thought bitterly to himself at some point that the Bridgerton fellow had better compensate him well for such a late call, but he had not expected even half this amount. Again, he toyed with the idea of protesting against Benedict's generosity; in the end, however, he held his tongue. He was eager to get home and Benedict was no doubt eager to get upstairs to his... friend. Neither of them would benefit themselves by haggling over price. If Benedict could comfortably afford this much of a fee, so be it — Lewis would not complain.
Putting the pouch into his pocket, he nodded his thanks. He did not quite feel right leaving without another word; so, after a moment's hesitation and with rather uncharacteristic softness, he said, "She is fortunate to have such a fine man looking after her well-being, Mr. Bridgerton. Rest easy." With that, he bowed, donned his hat, picked up his bag, and made his way out into the entrance hall to await the carriage.
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 13, 2021 23:26:42 GMT
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Lewis was not exactly a stranger to finding himself rather... unwelcome in places. From his poor dancing at balls to his taciturn nature at the gentlemen's clubs, Lewis was not the sort of man who often found himself very well-liked. In terms of social situations, that had never bothered him — he was not inclined to enjoy them in the first place, and if his demeanour caused people to give him a bit of a wide berth, that suited him just fine. Lewis, in general, did not care a whit for the world's opinion of him.
There were times, however, when there was a bit more at stake than just the loss of an invitation to the next ball or a scathing writeup in Lady Whistledown's columns. When it came to the matter of professional concerns, Lewis' nature served him little better. At his best, he was passionate, dedicated, and a damned good operator; at his worst, he was abrasive, loud, and downright aggressive with his opinions. Among the profession itself, that was not so odd — indeed, he was far from the most tempestuous surgeon that London had seen in the past few years, let alone in the past few decades. Medical society was more of a nest of vipers than most people outside the profession might have guessed. He might not be popular with all of his peers, but given how many men had petty feuds with one another, one more brash voice hardly caused much upset.
The issue came when he attempted to bring his more controversial opinions outside of the medical circles and into the general public. He had never quite managed to grasp the fact that most people had no wish to discuss these medical matters, and that distaste extended, unfortunately, to the officials who made the laws. He had attempted to stay perfectly polite when he first approached the House of Parliament, pamphlets in hand — but half an hour later, when he found himself escorted out the front door and told in no uncertain terms that Parliament would not be considering any proposals for an anatomy act this season, he had thoroughly lost all patience and all sense of decorum. Absolutely fuming, without the least care for who on the street might see the spectacle, he shouted at the closed door, "Well, devil fucking take the lot of you, then! The next time you require a surgeon, I hope you have no one to turn to but untrained, useless idiots!"
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Post by Lewis Anwyl on Apr 13, 2021 22:59:53 GMT
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In spite of his earlier annoyance — which, admittedly, had not fully abated — Lewis could not help but feel some sympathy for Benedict. Even if his level of concern had been rather ludicrous considering the actual extent of her wounds, it was clear that the poor fellow's distress had been genuine. Lewis almost felt guilty for directing the man out of the room; necessary though he had thought it to be, he now had a rather sad mental image of Benedict pacing fretfully back and forth in this room with no news.
With a slight sigh, he set his bag down at his feet. Benedict deserved more of an explanation than simply a quick word or two before a hasty departure, and if Lewis was going to stand here for a while, he was far too weary to keep his bag in hand as he did so. The initial adrenaline that had carried him through the journey here and the examination upstairs had thoroughly waned by now, leaving him more exhausted than he would have liked to admit.
"It is done," he confirmed quietly. "I have given her laudanum for the pain, which should aid her sleep, as well. She has bruising, but no broken bones, and that cut on her forehead will not be deep enough to scar. She will be well in a few day's time."
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